Finding out who I really am.
When we figured out my wife was in a mid life crisis, it blew my mind. I always thought it was an expression. No sir, its a real thing..... My wife was pushing me to my breaking point, but yet I wasn't breaking. I know me how I was raised, what I've been through and how I am. I don't talk things out, I just crack you up side the head w/ a baseball bat. She was doing things I just couldn't understand. I call her Sweet Steph, she is the sweetest person I've ever met. She was doing crap she just dosent do. After I figured out the computer was for more than "solitare" I started reading your stuff and learnt I was doing all the wrong things. Pretty much in order, and to the T... Now Im doing what all the advise and experience says to do. I never in a million years thought I could do this stuff. Hell, I guess, I hope thats called love. Yeah I know it is. Cant think of any other reason I would let someone treat me like this. Im learning, Im trying, praying we make....... sorry, I make it through this. I know she will. Shes one of the strongest people I've ever met. Im a disabled vet, have had many head tramas, plus alot more, I know my way of thinking aint what it used to be, but Im really shocking myself. I havent crossed that liand I sure hope I don't. She is my world,I'd do anything for her. We've got a long way to go, and with out your help, I would already grabed that bat.... Thank you so much, and please keep it coming.